You followed the prescription.
You're still stuck.
A doctor wrote you a script for panic attacks, anxiety, sleep , maybe after a surgery or one of the harder years of your life. It worked. So you kept taking it.
Then somewhere along the way the dose stopped working as well. Or you skipped one and felt awful by the afternoon. Or you ran out a day early and the panic was worse than anything that put you on it in the first place.
That's physical dependence , not addiction in the “rock bottom” sense. It's biology.
The same thing happens with blood pressure meds, antidepressants, and a lot of other prescriptions. With benzos, the come-off is uniquely brutal and uniquely dangerous. You did what you were told. The system handed you something easy to start and very hard to stop.
The way out exists. It's slower than you want it to be.